i cant take it anymore.
i need to release.
im gonna explode alr.

it has been bugging me ever since i recived that call.
no wonder they say ignorance its bliss.
im like so damn agreeing with it la.

fuck

i give u 2 choices?

1. be a clown
2. be forgotten

i choose 1.

at least a clown makes ppl smile.
n at least a clown is PAID!

talk abt openess.

fuck man.

im just damn pissed now.
with who.
with what.

myself. f.

i wanna share.of cos i wanna share.
all these shit that i've been going through.
of cos i wanna share.
but who listens?
listen.yah just listen.
who acts after listening.
nobody.
nobody.
nobody.

maybe only js.
n yah
i told myself that my world shouldnt just revolve around js.
im wrong.

i always make mistakes.

i wanna improve things, change my mentality etc.
but i always come back to square one
a man said," just keep trying until the square becomes a circle.."
what a joke.
i know a square can never becomes a circle.

ass.

i wanna see a rainbow.
i really want.

im just an ordinary girl
n i get satisfied easily.