sometimes i just feel very helpless when jingjing complains to me abt his duty shifts, like how he is feeling, how is he coping with his offs duty n shifts.
i feel helpless because i do not know how i could be a better support for him.
and if im doing enough n right for him.
all these qns are popping through my mind.and the only answer tt came out of my mind was what sheena told me "trust"
as much as i want to, i cant. ok. shld be struggling/learning to trust.
i want to trust that im doing/handling well, but results seems to be of the opposite...

but overall, i had an enjoyable week=)
snn chalet! anni celebration!
woah. snn chalet was damn.. GOOD. enriching,insightful and heart connecting. MAGICAL is the word. SNN is MAGIC! its just so amzing for all of us to open up so easily n safely even not seeing each other for 10,000 yrs.
we also get to "hoosen up ur buttons" thanks to BENJAMINE =)
ooohhh i just love sheenananananananananana

jingjing gave me ALOT of garlic bread as my 1yr present!
in return i gave him CUP NOODLES!! the newest brand!
haha. actually he wrapped all the present in aluminium foil which made it look like GARLIC BREAD. (but i really give him cup noodles!!whahaha but he LOVES it!)
i received a striking green nike water bottle (which yvonnelimzhiwen accidentally dropped on the floor when her FAT ASS hit it.grumbles!=p ), also a customed made COUPLE shirt !jingjing DESIGNED it!!! whoolalala. oh ya, he also give me his Heart=) whahaha
we went for spore flyer! its good! scenery + air con + jingjing! yeah=)
ohh!!! jingjing went to learn guitar! to SING for me=)
sweet uh? =)
lovehim

sat meeting my councillors!!! =) iron man-ing=)
seeing merv merv n renkai!!!! so long nv see them=)
hahahaha